A saturday.

So clumsy yesterday.

Accidentally scratched my left feet against a rough surface at the car park.

Went to a coffeeshop at Henderson for lunch together with my mother, my uncle and my aunt.

We ordered their famous porridge, with sotong, peanuts and two other dishes.

Loved the sotong so much!

Especially after dipping it in the sweet sauce provided.

Went down to my Grandma's house after that.

My mother asked me if she should get an iPhone..

I knew if she get an iPhone, it will be much easier for her to continue checking up on me on facebook.

I said lots of disadvantages about her having a iPhone.

Luckily, she changed her mind. ^^

After we returned home at night, i was using my macbook in my room.

My mother came and sat beside me AGAIN!

She's no different from a surveilance camera, always following me around the house.

Its irritating!!

When I am reading through some powerpoint slides, she reads along too.

When I am checking through my Student Mail, she reads through every email i see also.

Worse, she even asks about this and that, about the emails i receive.

When I chat online with friends, she still sits there and see the contents.

Then she starts asking again...

Its really scary.........

I can tell she suspects alot.

She doesn't trust me...

It's the 9th of May now.

happy mothers' day......

how nice...
i'm down with flu and sore throat.
shivering in my air-con room now...
✌ suffering in silence ✌

Animations done Last Semester for Animation Principles Lesson

Pendulum, Seaweed (incomplete), Bouncing Ball, Bowling Ball.

Folding Box & Fail Fire

Only like the Folding Box one. Hate the fire! ahaha

finally.

Finally figured out why i couldnt add videos to my blog.
I was using the Updated editor! The add video button couldnt be found on it.

Here's a simple animation on a heavy and light ball i did in school:

Done using Toon Boom Studio.

It's not really very perfect.

The heavy red ball bounced too much...

I prefer Maya! ^^

tears...

Went to watch IP Man 2 with Homeless Seven & Hui Li today.

The show was nice.

Liked the slow-motion shots of the fight scene when a few of the characters were punched heavily in the face.

Liked the story too.

Loved the part when Ip Man was interviewed by the reporters after winning the match with the British guy, Twister.

Ip Man initiated the match, not to prove that Chinese Martial Arts was better than the Western Martial Arts but wanted both the Chinese and Western people to understand and respect each other. :)

After the movie ended, the whole bunch of us went to the toilet. The guys came out super quickly and they went down the escalator and waited for me & Hui Li there. Me & Hui Li came out from the toilet and we thought that the guys were still in there. So, we waited and waited. After a while, we realised that the guys were actually waiting for us at the floor below, outside the comics connection shop. LOL

Hui Li went home for dinner.

So, i went to eat with the Homeless Seven at KFC...

Felt very very weird.

One girl, Seven guys..

Really felt like a guy at that time.

Ate Snackers Meal again..

Just that i went without the drink this time.

After i finished, i realised that it was 10pm already.

I quickly left.

I knew that when i reach home, my dad's gona nag and scold me.

As i alighted from the LRT, i told myself that i should slowly walk home instead.

Afterall, I will be scolded anyway.

It makes no difference.

I walked along the dark road.

Listening to my favourite SNSD song Gee.

That song cheers me up.

I just dont know why...

When i step into my house, what i expected really happened.

My dad opened the door and started scolding me.

He wasnt happy that i went to watch movie with friends on normal school days.

To him, It was a WASTE OF TIME!

(more likely to be wasting his money.)

To me, Its the only way i can destress and stay away from home.

While in the shower, my tears just rolled down uncontrollably.

Thanks to my sudden thought of the HSM song:

START OF SOMETHING NEW

This was what i really needed at a time like this..

I dont feel any love at all.

Pimples.

Sore Throat..

Sigh...

English is cool too!

Shall blog in English today.

I blocked my mother on facebook last night, together with 11 other friends.

Early this morning, just as i was about to leave the house to go to school, the telephone rang.

me: " Hello? "

mother: " How come you still at home? Havent go to school yet?! "

me: " Leaving the house..."

mother: " WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACEBOOK ACCOUNT?! HOW COME IT SUDDENLY DISAPPEARED? YOU DELETED ME FROM FACEBOOK IS IT?!?!?!?!?!"

me: " No..."   (feeling nervous)

mother: " THEN? ALL YOUR POSTS DISAPPEARED! "

me: " Oh! Really ar? I dont know lei. Recently Facebook lots of problems.. "  (immediately regretting what i said)

mother: " You sure?! Later you better go and check. "

me: " Why you want to view my profile for? "

mother: " Oh! No lah! I just want to disturb your cousins on facebook.. "  (totally no link to the question)

me: " I need to leave already. Bye! "

mother: " Bye! "

How nice! I just failed in lying...

I expected a whole load of questions from her tonight when I reach home.

Had lunch at Canteen 4 today, together with Kiwi & Victor. It was actually supposed to be only me and Kiwi, until Victor decided to TAG along... 

On the way to the canteen, Victor kept talking about the Final Year Project. He told me that Mr Ng (the teacher who helped him with the iPhone game) said that we couldnt do the LTA (Land Transport Authority) game or animation for our FYP anymore. He explained to me the reasons, but i totally ignored. I just said that i wasnt really interested in it in the first place...

He asked if i had in mind what i wanted to do for the Final Year Project. I hesitated. Then replied by saying, i would prefer creating a game. 

Kiwi: " Aiyo! Now only Year 2 still so early! "

I was laughing to myself inside. It was really still quite early, but we have to at least think about it and make a plan so that we dont do last minute work.

Victor said he may want to create a flash game and it will be very simple for him. =.="

Ate Unagi Don with omelette. Missed it so much!

Had a hard time deciding whether to order drinks.

Ended up drinking Apple juice with less ice instead of the usual orange juice...

Girls will understand why.

Had SSS (Scriptwriting part) lesson today.

We had to present the powerpoint slides we did on the review of our favourite movie we watched.

My group presented on a Korean Horror sad film, The Doll Master.

We flashed the screenshot of the first scene. (A photo showing the Doll maker with his lover and the doll he made for her.)

Lots of reactions from the class.

Angie: " Oh My God! The doll looks so real! "

Some random classmate: " I want the show! "

LOL! (Y)

After a explaining a few more scenes,

Classmate: " Huh? What's the story about? "

Another Classmate: " This is so confusing! "

Some Other Classmate: " Why does this story have so many characters? "

We only told them to carry on listening..

We left the section with the hardest explanation for Steven.

I was totally impressed by his presentation skills.

He explained the most important part of the story very clearly and both the teacher and the class understood.

He really did a great job and saved the group.

After the presentation, many classmates turned to us for the movie.

I somehow started to find our presentation should be turned into advertisement instead.

After Vincent accepted the Mina (The Doll Master) group invitation on Facebook, a few others followed.

I invited some of them too! 

Advertising the show & the group as well. Ha!

A Cute animation Chet, my SSS teacher, showed us in class today:

Awesome Octopus Animation

After the lesson, I called my mother to book the movie tickets for tomorrow's IP Man movie.

9 tickets, 2nd last row.

Long queue. Lots of people queuing to purchase the tickets for tonight's IP Man movie.

My mother was the first to buy for tonight's show.

When she went up and told the woman at the counter she wanted 9 tickets, the woman asked " 9 TICKETS?! ".
Could tell that she was shocked. Hehe...






Being at home tonight was really scary. As usual, i was asked lots of questions. My mother kept asking me about Facebook.
She said my cousins all said that i blocked all my relatives.
NICE ONE LAH!
THEY HELPED HER INSTEAD.
She kept pestering me. Asking me whether it really is Facebook's problem.
I had no choice but to lie to her.


I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!


That was what I said.
She asked even more questions.
She even asked me to show her my Facebook account! 


Eg.
Can deactivate one meh?
How to deactivate?
So, i cant see your profile on facebook anymore?!


SHE REALLY MADE ME WANT TO DELETE MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT!


LESSON LEARNT: DONT ADD YOUR PARENTS OR RELATIVES ON FACEBOOK!!!! T_T


~ Beneath my smile lies my sadness and tears ~

真的不了解现在的大人脑袋里到底在想些什么！

一整天在学校面对着电脑已经非常非常的累了！

会到家里还要听你们唠唠叨叨，被你们骂！

真是的！！

星期五

与朋友们一起看电影的票，

到现在我还在犹豫，

是否该让你替我们买。

我真的很 害怕 ！

心里非常非常的烦！

那么多的 不愉快 藏在心里，什么时后才能发泄出来呢？

好想再去 k-box 。

每天无论在什么地方，我都一直听着 mp3 。

但是，越听越 伤心 。

甚至，越听越饿！

半夜跑到厨房，

打开冰厨，

看有什么我 喜欢吃 的。

再这样下去，我肯定会变得超极无敌肥！！！

～ 很不开心的日子 ～

每天放学后，我都是抱着 依依不舍 的心情离开学校。

很讨厌一回到家，妈妈就开始 问东问西。

把我当成犯人一样，要我把所有的事情 一五一十 的向她报告，一点自由也没有。

如果我没开始写blog，我真的不知道以后的日子该怎么过下去。

实在太多事情 发生 了！

星期一

我放学回来。

我把折好的外套从书包里拿了出来，

妈妈就问：

“今天没穿到外套吗？”

“我不冷。”

“你不是经常投诉学校的冷汽特别的冷吗？”

“...”

“你是不是逃学？”

“！！！”

竟然怀疑我没上学！当时，我的心里真的非常的难受！

眼泪 都开始慢慢的掉落。。。

最讨厌被人 怀疑 ！

而且，怀疑我的人。。竟然是我的 亲人 ！！

你知道被人怀疑的那种 感觉 是怎么样的吗？

你自己也体会过这种感觉。

那你现在了解我当时的心情了吗？！

以前，当我被误会时，跟本没有人体会到我心里的难受。


每晚我是怎么边哭边睡的。。


这世上到底有多少人，
能真正了解 信任 这两个字的 意识 ？

* Emo Songs of the Day: 
♫ Time to Love   by  T-ara & Supernova
♫ Moon Crying   by  Koda Kumi

:') 日子再辛苦,我也绝对不会想不开(':

This will be the first time i am gona blog in chinese :)

回到家里，妈妈就问我：“ 到底怎么了？”

最近，她整天说我变了很多。而且，是怀疑我变坏了！

从早到晚，她就一直问我最近是不是遇到什么问题，怎么整天 愁眉苦脸 的。

其实，问题就出在她的身上。

当我在洗澡时，她就趁机检查我的手机信箱，书包 等。

当我上网时，她就一直看我到底在做什么，跟谁聊天。

真后悔在 facebook 网落上把她加入为朋友。这样她就能每天看到我在 facebook 上和朋友交谈的话题。

下班回到家，她就会开始问我 XXX 是谁？住哪里的？？哪一个班的？？？我们是怎么认识的？？？？

真的受够了！

我已经17岁了！！

我不是 小学生！！！

我变了！！！！！！！

我不再是以前的那个我！

我已经 长大了！！！

给我一些自由好吗？

我很想过一个 平静愉快 的生活！

朋友与音乐能逗我开心！

那你呢？


其实，人生中很多能让人快乐与满足的事情都是很容易办得到的。。。
而不是有钱就能做的到。

Relaxing Day Out ~

Went down to Bugis AGAIN yesterday! With Ethan & Jasper.. Main purpose was to get the Conte charcoal for the troublesome DA's Figure Drawing Lesson..

We had lunch at this Duck Rice stall opposite BHG. The duck rice was yummy & cheaper than the food we ate on Saturday. Walked over to Straits Art Commercial after lunch. Found the compressed charcoal the FDW teachers wanted. THANKS to Labour Day, the stock for the charcoal were still locked up in a container at their warehouse... =.=" Had no choice but get them to deliver the charcoal to school if possible by our FDW lesson on tuesday morning. Hopefully, we will get it on time! Also ordered 4 reams of Newsprint paper for DA's FDW.

1 Ream = 500 pieces

4 Reams = 2000 pieces

DA freaking waste paper! Was told that 1 of the 2 Reams (equivalent to 500 pieces) we ordered from Art Friend the previous time finished within 2 Days!!!!!!! CRAP!! Really wondered what the students used the 500 pieces for! 500 PIECES!! WASTE OF PAPER!

On Friday, someone said i had the IM LOOK! LOL!!

On Sunday, SOMEONE said he suspects I'm a GUY! While Ethan is a GIRL!!!! AHAHA!!

Reasons:

- I never wear skirt.

- I never pierce my ear.

MUAHAHA!!

It was a Hot Day! We had ice cream, sitting at a table under the Sun! The feeling was Woohoo!! Eating something cold under the Sun!!!!! ^^ The Dark Chocolate ice cream was delicious! Ice cream on such a hot day was better than juice!!! HEHE...

We went to see toys. (Ethan brought us!) HEHE... He kept commenting on the Iron Man toys, how similar it was to the Iron Man in the show. Haha..... Those toys we found cute there were OKAY to Jasper. 

He really leads a Bitter Gourd life! XD

LABOUR DAY ~

YesterdayMorning , my parents kept persuading me to go for the Wuhan Immersion Programme.

I didnt want to go at all!

Firstly, many of my friends didnt want or cant go.

Secondly, Its CHINA!!!!

Thirdly, Its 5 weeks! Not 5 Days!! I am so gonna miss Singpore!!!!

I kept telling them i didnt want to go. It was until evening time when i debated back.

My parents tio owned by me! WAHAHA!!! They didnt mention Wuhan again on the way back home.

HOWEVER after dinner, my mother started asking persuading me to go Wuhan AGAIN!!!! :'(

No matter what, I am not going!!! woohoo!!!!! stay in singapore better.... i will miss my bed!! haha..

Went to Bugis with Ethan, Shiyun, Hui Li & Jasper today. Lunch was so freaking expensive! We went to art friend to get refund for the graphite sticks.. Then we wanted to buy the Conte compressed charcoal from 
Straits Commercial Art. 

However, we forgot that it was LABOUR DAY! The art shop was CLOSED!!!! -.-"

Have to make another trip down to the shop again later. It is open from 1-5pm on Sundays. Hopefully we will be able to get the charcoal from them and get a good price!! ^^


* Song of the day:  Shock - BEAST B2ST ^^