disappointed.

just feeling very frustrated lately...
probably because of the stress at home and some problems that are happening....
disappointed
frustrated
stressed
depressed
troubled
i really wish for a sister or brother to talk to.
its just really feeling very terrible keeping all my problems to myself..
i once had a "brother" which i kept talking to...
for certain reasons, we stopped talking..
the friends i have are not really considered friends....
cuz we only talk in school or about schoolwork..
is this called friends?


i hate that I have nobody to talk to feeling...

♫ 说好的幸福呢 - 周杰倫

results.

my current results(click to enlarge):

sort of surprised by this semester's gpa..
glad that all my hardwork paid off....
those days where i slept at 3am 4am 5am..
at least i didnt get my terrible sore throat for nothing.


coughed out blood a few days ago.. 
i got scared when i saw the blood.
i cried...
:'(

past results(latest to oldest):

♫ 我落淚．情緒零碎 - 周杰倫

loneliness.

hopeless.

super pissed.

why cant they just live and forget?

its already history...

要懂得放下 才能看到更美好的未来..

wish for the people in japan to be safe and sound...

♫ 晴天 - 周杰伦

Happy?

Trying my very best to stay happy all the time for you.. :s

feelings.

Everyone has feelings..
A smile cant be forced.
Tears cant be controlled.

holy days?

Holydays(Holidays) aren't that holy at all... 

Its always the holidays which make me feel very troubled..

Feeling so stressed and depresssed.
I feel as if i am gonna break down any moment...

How i wish i wasn't the only child..

If only i had an older brother to talk to... :'(
If only i have a very good True friend to talk to now. 

sad sad SAD!

okay... the emo days are back..

upset

disappointed

heartbroken.

i hate this feeling...

it hurts alot..

i just hope everything turns out fine.