character modelling..

christmas?

its christmas.. and its not a happy one.

crying again.

haiz..

cried so much this year..

life sucks.

hope 2011 will be much better. 

my stomach hurts.

hates my life... myself.

no freedom.

everybody is out there celebrating while i can only stay at home....

i am a useless girlfriend.

i am in no position to be in a r/s..

AFA ASSIGNMENTS!

~ ACTING FOR ANIMATION ~

My Monologue!

I LIKE THE LIGHTING HAHA ^^

My Pantomime!

Whack housefly.. heehee ^^

the final copy sucks... all thanks to the shotcam. 

in order to submit it on time, the camera angles were shit. T^T

DCG ASSIGNMENTS

THE VIDEOS ARE SO DARKKKK TO BE SEEN CLEARLY.. :S

Scene set up in studio making using of lightings and cookies.

Chroma Key shot 1

Starring Johnathan & the super tall Clarence.

Chroma Key Shot 2

Starring WenHuan & Addison.

not really a good one though...

at certain parts light can be seen spilling on wenhuan's shirt.. 

:S

Monologue Blocking 2

monologue blocking

Monologue Blocking.. Incompleted

If Only.

if only... you were more thoughtful and understanding.

i would not have shed so much tears for you..

my blog is always the best place for me to emo. haizif only time can turn back.i doubt i will choose this path again..♫ I'm Sorry - Beast

Pantomime Final

:/ After so many weeks, i seem to have completed it..

but i dunno how to end it. D: 

Oh noo~

hee ~ YAY

I FINALLY FINISHED MY PANTOMIME!!!

with the help of PHILIP! D:

WHEE~

XD

DCG

~ Telephoto Shot ~

~ Wide Shot ~

uncompleted pantomime~

not nice.. :C

Digital Cinematography Filming

My group's digital cinematography filming finally ended on tuesday night.

Special thanks to Jasper, Addison, Wen Huan & Cheng Yong for acting and buying food for us..

Managed to film finish by 9pm just in time when the guy comes to lock the dot up.

really hope nothing goes wrong with the editing...

the first project was not done really well.. :/

Took a few photos in the chromakey studio.

Cheng Yong stones throughout all the 3 photos.. hee~

Okay.. gotta turn in already. 

Have been sleeping after 2am since last week... my poor eyes. :(

yawns~ so much work..

haiz


filming is fun! :)

♫ Lightless - Beast

Still emo.

School has started. The first two weeks were still considered relaxing, until the third week came...
Assignments of course.
Have been sleeping at around 2am for the past few days and waking up so early.
Its tough for me to keep my eyes open during lessons and while standing in the bus..
Saw the kitten again from far and there was a couple with it, so i decided nt to go over. lol
The past few days suck. Just keep feeling very upset for some reasons..
Yesterday was my 6th month anniversary with Jasper.
hee~

♫ 独唱情歌 - S.H.E

18.

13 more mins till my birthday is over...

and its such a lonely night. 

我要快乐 - 张惠妹

sensitive skin.. :(

My left leg looks horribly disfigured now..

I doubt i will even step out of the house for the next few days. :(

On Saturday morning, i woke up to find around 10 bites in a row on my left leg!

Shocked of course!

The bites from Hong Kong have just recovered leaving behind scars and now there are new bites..

Some of my relatives suspected it was bedbugs.

I went home and checked my bed but found nothing...

Even sprayed insectiside and my room stinked!

Went to the clinic yesterday morning.

Had to wait for more than hour before it was my turn to see the doctor..
The doctor said i was bitten by some kind of fly, probably flew into my house from the trees outside...
He gave me a cream and some medicine.
One visit to the doctor cost $27... EX!

my poor leg~ :(

EMO

I seriously hate this holidays..

Have been crying for the past few days.

Just feeling really sad and heartbroken..

I really wish time could turn back.

Maybe things will be very different from now.

I starting to regret coming to this course...

Lots of stress.

Really worried about the future..

Worried for myself.

Sarcastic remarks keep playing back in my head...

I am super weak and super sensitive.

I cry super easily that i myself find it really scary..

Whenever i cry at home, i will try my best to hide in the toilet so that my parents cannot see me cry..

But its always hard to hide my red eyes from them.

Especially from my mother, who always checks on what i am doing..

I hate it when she asks why i am crying...

It makes me cry even more that my tears can never stop.

I wish there was a way to stop them...

Having some r/s problems lately..

I am really at a loss.

I dunno what to do...

I cant let my parents know.... they will probably say something sarcastic.

Haiz...

Didnt attend the workshop yesterday..

Cried too much the day before and didnt feel like going out.

Not going to attend the last day of workshop later on..

Sculpey and drawings incomplete-nothing to present.

I feel like quitting school... since i am so afraid to face everything.

I am a useless weak person.

I really miss the old Me ALOT!

28 more days till i am 18, but i am not looking forward to it..

My legs are covered with bites after a day at HK's ocean park..

The itchiness is really driving me crazy....

I hope the old and always smiling Me can come back soon.

I really hope so..

I hate this kind of life....
Hate myself for being so weak..

Hong Kong~

Have been back from Hong Kong for more than a week..

Hong Kong is really a shopping heaven.

I find it a really crazy place.

In Hong Kong, one of the most common shops i see almost EVERYWHERE, is BONJOUR.

Its a cosmetics shop.

Along one street, there will be at least two or three of this shop.

However, surprisingly all of the outlets are quite crowded.

Went to Ocean Park.

Although i didnt manage to apply for the dolphin encounter programme, I still managed to see dolphins.

I even managed to hear them screaming or whatever u call those sounds.

Its so nice seeing them swim about and perform stunts in the water, but it was a tough job for them.

The first ride i went on was some Mine Train..

Honestly, it was freaking scary...

Before going on the ride, i assumed it was just nothing much.. But, when the train left the "station", i realised that there was a high and steep slope where the train would go up slowly and rush down at a freaking high speed.

I was totally unprepared. The worst thing was... the tracks were built on very very scary and high grounds.

When the train rushed down the slope, i was thinking in my head " OH MY TIAN! ".

The second ride i sat was the Raging River. The "river" was really fast.. 

It was so fun! I managed to go on it twice. It's one of my favourite rides.

I shall continue blogging more maybe tonight.. depends on my mood.

goodnight~

♫ Song of the Day:

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

EMO again~

Going Hong Kong for holiday this wednesday... will only be back next monday night.. :/

Somehow looking forward but a bit unwilling to go... :(

Will miss someone when i am there and will miss the sculpturing lessons of the workshop if i go..

Heard that the weather in Hongkong is slightly hotter than Singapore and it keeps raining recently...

Hope there wont be any typhoons in Hong Kong. :/

Recently feeling depressed..

I just cannot stop imagining things.... and I keep forgetting things so easily which often made me ended up getting scolded by my parents.

I think there is really something wrong with me...

I just cannot control myself..

This is just so scary.....

I just cry suddenly..

Even if i am in public, my tears just come out... :'(

Something is really wrong with me.

I am an emo kid.

I hope all this can end really soon.... 

Its really so tiring... :(

♫ Song of the Day:

你比从前快乐 - 周杰伦

ME

Have been attending a workshop in school recently.. Its all about animation.

Kind of enjoyed the first few lessons. Drawing characters or also COPYING anime characters by tracing them out...

I only can copy the characters.. I can never come up with my own design of a anime character by myself.

After i started attending this workshop, i felt like changing course even more...

I dont like watching animations especially 2D ones..

I only like 3D animations like the Toy Story movies and Monster Inc.

Ever since the opting results for Year 2 were out, i already had a bit of regret.

I started worrying every single day from then on...

I knew i chose the wrong path.

Probably i was too stubborn and insisted on choosing this course in Poly..

If i did not choose this course, i really do not know what else i want and can do.

I am such a picky & stubborn person..

I complain alot.

I am actually someone who appears cheerful on the outside but depressed on the inside......
Disappointing right?

:(

I  miss kbox.. 

:( :(

♫ Song of the Day:

When There Was Me & You - High School Musical

Everyday - High School Musical

Holidays~

Holidays are finally here..

Couldnt really enjoy the first few days....

ulcers in my mouth were torturing me.. even up till now.

Around a week ago, my mouth was swollen and couldnt talk properly... :(

Went to Esplanade to watch the helicopters, planes and fireworks on 9 August with Jasper.

We went to Central for lunch and we happened to pass by the Sticky candy shop at the basement.

The both of us went outside and saw some daring people taking the Bungee Jump.

Really Scary......

We sat outside Esplanade from around 3+ pm.. The weather was really hot.

We waited until around 6+pm and the show at Esplanade finally begin...

PBM Assignment 2

~ PBM Final Showreel ~

One whole Semester's works compiled into one video! :D

PBM POSES

~ POSES ~


Strength Pose

rawr!


Concerned Pose

heehee Xp

Exhausted Pose

More like a dying pose. LOL


♫ Song of the Day:
一句一伤 - 刘力扬

MY JUMP ANIMATION

Jump Animation ~

Blocking Stage




Final Animation Stage

D:

So stressed recently..

i constantly worry about work.

worry so much about my I&E event at marina barrage..

i am so glad its all over now....

it was so crowded at marina barrage just now.

ndp rehearsal plus some clown carnival.....

RAWR!!! clowns!!!!!!!

now event over, must worry about the powerpoint slides and presentation..

also have to worry abt my groupmates.

Had some negative feedback frm one of them today.. :(

<3 Me & eeyore!!! <3

<3 Love this photo... Taken by Mimi.. :D

Thanks to the clown who helped us take the group photo.. lol

feeling moody recently.. although i dont seem to be moody on the outside.

i am a sensitive person....

sometimes what people say do hurt me, but i dont show or tell them hw i feel..

i dunno why.

its just me...

sometimes in the middle of the night, i just think of random emo stuff and my tears start flowing down..

i like to cry alone... i dont like crying in front of people... :'(

once i start crying, its really hard to stop.. :(

a happy day just passed and suddenly i just emo like that.. lol. so not me....

its gona 3am.

i better sleep....

having sore throat once again.

got ulcers too.... :(

and pimples.

the one in my ear followed by one on my lip and one on my nose.... haiz..

shit those pimples..... :(((

RAWR!!!

♫ Songs of the Day:

Timeless - Zhang Li Yin feat. Xiah Junsu

해바라기 - Gavy Nj(Feat Mj. of Sunnyside)