EMO

I seriously hate this holidays..

Have been crying for the past few days.

Just feeling really sad and heartbroken..

I really wish time could turn back.

Maybe things will be very different from now.

I starting to regret coming to this course...

Lots of stress.

Really worried about the future..

Worried for myself.

Sarcastic remarks keep playing back in my head...

I am super weak and super sensitive.

I cry super easily that i myself find it really scary..

Whenever i cry at home, i will try my best to hide in the toilet so that my parents cannot see me cry..

But its always hard to hide my red eyes from them.

Especially from my mother, who always checks on what i am doing..

I hate it when she asks why i am crying...

It makes me cry even more that my tears can never stop.

I wish there was a way to stop them...

Having some r/s problems lately..

I am really at a loss.

I dunno what to do...

I cant let my parents know.... they will probably say something sarcastic.

Haiz...

Didnt attend the workshop yesterday..

Cried too much the day before and didnt feel like going out.

Not going to attend the last day of workshop later on..

Sculpey and drawings incomplete-nothing to present.

I feel like quitting school... since i am so afraid to face everything.

I am a useless weak person.

I really miss the old Me ALOT!

28 more days till i am 18, but i am not looking forward to it..

My legs are covered with bites after a day at HK's ocean park..

The itchiness is really driving me crazy....

I hope the old and always smiling Me can come back soon.

I really hope so..

I hate this kind of life....
Hate myself for being so weak..

Hong Kong~

Have been back from Hong Kong for more than a week..

Hong Kong is really a shopping heaven.

I find it a really crazy place.

In Hong Kong, one of the most common shops i see almost EVERYWHERE, is BONJOUR.

Its a cosmetics shop.

Along one street, there will be at least two or three of this shop.

However, surprisingly all of the outlets are quite crowded.

Went to Ocean Park.

Although i didnt manage to apply for the dolphin encounter programme, I still managed to see dolphins.

I even managed to hear them screaming or whatever u call those sounds.

Its so nice seeing them swim about and perform stunts in the water, but it was a tough job for them.

The first ride i went on was some Mine Train..

Honestly, it was freaking scary...

Before going on the ride, i assumed it was just nothing much.. But, when the train left the "station", i realised that there was a high and steep slope where the train would go up slowly and rush down at a freaking high speed.

I was totally unprepared. The worst thing was... the tracks were built on very very scary and high grounds.

When the train rushed down the slope, i was thinking in my head " OH MY TIAN! ".

The second ride i sat was the Raging River. The "river" was really fast.. 

It was so fun! I managed to go on it twice. It's one of my favourite rides.

I shall continue blogging more maybe tonight.. depends on my mood.

goodnight~

♫ Song of the Day:

说好的幸福呢 - 周杰伦

EMO again~

Going Hong Kong for holiday this wednesday... will only be back next monday night.. :/

Somehow looking forward but a bit unwilling to go... :(

Will miss someone when i am there and will miss the sculpturing lessons of the workshop if i go..

Heard that the weather in Hongkong is slightly hotter than Singapore and it keeps raining recently...

Hope there wont be any typhoons in Hong Kong. :/

Recently feeling depressed..

I just cannot stop imagining things.... and I keep forgetting things so easily which often made me ended up getting scolded by my parents.

I think there is really something wrong with me...

I just cannot control myself..

This is just so scary.....

I just cry suddenly..

Even if i am in public, my tears just come out... :'(

Something is really wrong with me.

I am an emo kid.

I hope all this can end really soon.... 

Its really so tiring... :(

♫ Song of the Day:

你比从前快乐 - 周杰伦

ME

Have been attending a workshop in school recently.. Its all about animation.

Kind of enjoyed the first few lessons. Drawing characters or also COPYING anime characters by tracing them out...

I only can copy the characters.. I can never come up with my own design of a anime character by myself.

After i started attending this workshop, i felt like changing course even more...

I dont like watching animations especially 2D ones..

I only like 3D animations like the Toy Story movies and Monster Inc.

Ever since the opting results for Year 2 were out, i already had a bit of regret.

I started worrying every single day from then on...

I knew i chose the wrong path.

Probably i was too stubborn and insisted on choosing this course in Poly..

If i did not choose this course, i really do not know what else i want and can do.

I am such a picky & stubborn person..

I complain alot.

I am actually someone who appears cheerful on the outside but depressed on the inside......
Disappointing right?

:(

I  miss kbox.. 

:( :(

♫ Song of the Day:

When There Was Me & You - High School Musical

Everyday - High School Musical

Holidays~

Holidays are finally here..

Couldnt really enjoy the first few days....

ulcers in my mouth were torturing me.. even up till now.

Around a week ago, my mouth was swollen and couldnt talk properly... :(

Went to Esplanade to watch the helicopters, planes and fireworks on 9 August with Jasper.

We went to Central for lunch and we happened to pass by the Sticky candy shop at the basement.

The both of us went outside and saw some daring people taking the Bungee Jump.

Really Scary......

We sat outside Esplanade from around 3+ pm.. The weather was really hot.

We waited until around 6+pm and the show at Esplanade finally begin...

PBM Assignment 2

~ PBM Final Showreel ~

One whole Semester's works compiled into one video! :D

PBM POSES

~ POSES ~


Strength Pose

rawr!


Concerned Pose

heehee Xp

Exhausted Pose

More like a dying pose. LOL


♫ Song of the Day:
一句一伤 - 刘力扬

MY JUMP ANIMATION

Jump Animation ~

Blocking Stage




Final Animation Stage

D:

So stressed recently..

i constantly worry about work.

worry so much about my I&E event at marina barrage..

i am so glad its all over now....

it was so crowded at marina barrage just now.

ndp rehearsal plus some clown carnival.....

RAWR!!! clowns!!!!!!!

now event over, must worry about the powerpoint slides and presentation..

also have to worry abt my groupmates.

Had some negative feedback frm one of them today.. :(

<3 Me & eeyore!!! <3

<3 Love this photo... Taken by Mimi.. :D

Thanks to the clown who helped us take the group photo.. lol

feeling moody recently.. although i dont seem to be moody on the outside.

i am a sensitive person....

sometimes what people say do hurt me, but i dont show or tell them hw i feel..

i dunno why.

its just me...

sometimes in the middle of the night, i just think of random emo stuff and my tears start flowing down..

i like to cry alone... i dont like crying in front of people... :'(

once i start crying, its really hard to stop.. :(

a happy day just passed and suddenly i just emo like that.. lol. so not me....

its gona 3am.

i better sleep....

having sore throat once again.

got ulcers too.... :(

and pimples.

the one in my ear followed by one on my lip and one on my nose.... haiz..

shit those pimples..... :(((

RAWR!!!

♫ Songs of the Day:

Timeless - Zhang Li Yin feat. Xiah Junsu

해바라기 - Gavy Nj(Feat Mj. of Sunnyside)

BUSY DAYS!

no time to blog.. :(

too busy.

Had director's tea last week and had to prepare ppt slides for a short presentation..

Always sleeping so late at night.. around 3am. :((

I am lagging behind so badly..

I owe so much work, especially drawings....

wonder when can i concentrate on doing them.

My upcoming saturdays will be fully booked.

This saturday i will be having my I&E event at marina barrage.

Next Saturday will be celebrating Anna's 21st birthday at East Coast Chalet.. nt even sure if my parents will allow me to go.. :(

The following Saturday, i will be taking part in Shiyun's I&E Event about some photo taking competition in school.. In collaboration with Canon.. :)

Hopefully either me or jasper can win a camera, since he has been so badly wanting one.. :))

The past few days, have been busy calculating and collecting money for the newsprint papers we had to order on our own after all the papers had run out.. :(

During lesson today, my teacher, Dominic, said that there will be an exhibition for us to display our works in the art studio.

He said i was in charge as Miss Anita said i was the rep for this module... DDDDD:

Class Rep + Figure Drawing Module Rep!! Niceeee ~

I want to quickly complete my car model... so i can chiong the remaining work.. :DD

oh yeah~ i passed my 3D modelling test! I passed... by one mark! LOL

At least i passed... i didnt fail.. at least mama maya didnt fail. :)

I am so sure Papa maya will do super well in this test... hopefully he can get full marks.. heehee XD

~ Jasper & I at KAP mac! ~

heehee Xp

 ~ We have the same smile! :D ~

Recently, i have been worrying alot.. most of the times about work.

Last week a pimple grew on my right leg, near my ankle.. haha

This week, a pimple grew in my right ear... 

It hurts whenever i listen to songs using my earpiece or lean on somebody's shoulder .. :(

Okay, gotta chiong work le...

shall blog again some other time.

BYES~

♫ Song of the Day:

想念你的歌 - 张惠妹