PBM POSES

~ POSES ~


Strength Pose

rawr!


Concerned Pose

heehee Xp

Exhausted Pose

More like a dying pose. LOL


♫ Song of the Day:
一句一伤 - 刘力扬

MY JUMP ANIMATION

Jump Animation ~

Blocking Stage




Final Animation Stage

D:

So stressed recently..

i constantly worry about work.

worry so much about my I&E event at marina barrage..

i am so glad its all over now....

it was so crowded at marina barrage just now.

ndp rehearsal plus some clown carnival.....

RAWR!!! clowns!!!!!!!

now event over, must worry about the powerpoint slides and presentation..

also have to worry abt my groupmates.

Had some negative feedback frm one of them today.. :(

<3 Me & eeyore!!! <3

<3 Love this photo... Taken by Mimi.. :D

Thanks to the clown who helped us take the group photo.. lol

feeling moody recently.. although i dont seem to be moody on the outside.

i am a sensitive person....

sometimes what people say do hurt me, but i dont show or tell them hw i feel..

i dunno why.

its just me...

sometimes in the middle of the night, i just think of random emo stuff and my tears start flowing down..

i like to cry alone... i dont like crying in front of people... :'(

once i start crying, its really hard to stop.. :(

a happy day just passed and suddenly i just emo like that.. lol. so not me....

its gona 3am.

i better sleep....

having sore throat once again.

got ulcers too.... :(

and pimples.

the one in my ear followed by one on my lip and one on my nose.... haiz..

shit those pimples..... :(((

RAWR!!!

♫ Songs of the Day:

Timeless - Zhang Li Yin feat. Xiah Junsu

해바라기 - Gavy Nj(Feat Mj. of Sunnyside)

BUSY DAYS!

no time to blog.. :(

too busy.

Had director's tea last week and had to prepare ppt slides for a short presentation..

Always sleeping so late at night.. around 3am. :((

I am lagging behind so badly..

I owe so much work, especially drawings....

wonder when can i concentrate on doing them.

My upcoming saturdays will be fully booked.

This saturday i will be having my I&E event at marina barrage.

Next Saturday will be celebrating Anna's 21st birthday at East Coast Chalet.. nt even sure if my parents will allow me to go.. :(

The following Saturday, i will be taking part in Shiyun's I&E Event about some photo taking competition in school.. In collaboration with Canon.. :)

Hopefully either me or jasper can win a camera, since he has been so badly wanting one.. :))

The past few days, have been busy calculating and collecting money for the newsprint papers we had to order on our own after all the papers had run out.. :(

During lesson today, my teacher, Dominic, said that there will be an exhibition for us to display our works in the art studio.

He said i was in charge as Miss Anita said i was the rep for this module... DDDDD:

Class Rep + Figure Drawing Module Rep!! Niceeee ~

I want to quickly complete my car model... so i can chiong the remaining work.. :DD

oh yeah~ i passed my 3D modelling test! I passed... by one mark! LOL

At least i passed... i didnt fail.. at least mama maya didnt fail. :)

I am so sure Papa maya will do super well in this test... hopefully he can get full marks.. heehee XD

~ Jasper & I at KAP mac! ~

heehee Xp

 ~ We have the same smile! :D ~

Recently, i have been worrying alot.. most of the times about work.

Last week a pimple grew on my right leg, near my ankle.. haha

This week, a pimple grew in my right ear... 

It hurts whenever i listen to songs using my earpiece or lean on somebody's shoulder .. :(

Okay, gotta chiong work le...

shall blog again some other time.

BYES~

♫ Song of the Day:

想念你的歌 - 张惠妹

EPIC SCHOOL REOPENS TODAY

EPIC SCHOOL REOPENS TODAY!

NOOOOOOOOOOO~

VERY VERY LONG NO BLOG ALREADY... :(((((
got so many things to blog about, but no time...... :(((((((((

when got time then i slowly update...

this holidays suppose to do work in school, but ended up slacking.. 

now then chionging work.. :((

Oh yeah! I drew SNSD's JESSICA!

cuz SOMEONE LIKE ma ~ HEHE XP

its one of the five faces i supposed to draw for my FIgure Drawing Homework...

havent draw finish... when finish le, i will upload the pic here.. XDDD

got so many things wanted to do during this 2 weeks holiday, but not enough time...

still owe some people stuff.. heehee XP

i never forget hor... XD

next holidays then plan... :DDD

I go CHIONG WORK LIAO~~~~ BYEEEE!!!

♫ Songs of the Day:

Way Back into Love - SNSD: Jessica, SeoHyun, Sunny, TaeYeon, Tiffany.

Beautiful Restriction - SNSD: Jessica, SeoHyun, Sunny, TaeYeon, Tiffany. 
Naeng Myun - Jessica & Park Myung Soo

Pixar is SO AWESOME!

Today's a rainy day plus its a awesome day!

Went to the pixar exhibition at the Science Centre with Jasper! XD

It was fun! :D

Outside the exhibition hall, they were selling toys.

There was one whole row of soft toys!!! 

Both of us went over to the shelves and started touching and hugging almost every single soft toy's fur and commenting on them!

LOL!!

HAHA XD

Fur so nice to touch.. hehehe =P

My super small eyes and Jasper's super BIG eyes! HAHA...

Our heads squashed the poor eeyore! LOL

2 of the Monster Inc characters guarding the exhibition doors~

We walked around the exhibition for around 2 hours..

Both of us were hungry, so we left and went to buy Chicken Waffle Hotdogs with CHEESE!! YUMYUM~

Super expensive!

$2.50 per stick..

But its super nice!

AWESOME~

We went to watch the 3D movie Toy Story 2 after that.

The venue was smaller but similar to NP's convention centre..

So many small kids inside...

Had to wear the 3D glasses.

The design of the 3D glasses was a failure..

It kept sliding down halfway during the movie..... booo!

The movie was awesome!!!

The characters are so cute!

The credits and advertisements of the movie were also in 3D... (Y)

After the movie ended, we went around Science Centre to look for the chick incubator! :D

Saw so many newborn chicks.

There was one egg with a small crack and we could see something struggling about inside.

We waited for a while to see if a chick would break open from the egg..

We waited till we were both hungry!! XD
Went to get fries from Macdonalds as the other food were really expensive.. XP

Saw a portrait of our President.
After staring at it for a while, we realised the eyes could move! LOL!!



HAHAHA! We went back to the Pixar exhibition again after that. :P

The exhibition was really so awesome!

With all their short animations, some 2D ones which they made until it looked as if it was 3D..

Loved their Finding Nemo and Monster Inc. Clay models.....

The details were madness~

Their digital paintings were very realistic.

I remembered one drawing of the turtle Crush from Finding Nemo..

The shading was done in pencil.

When you look closely, the shading looks very messy, however, it brings out the texture of the turtle's shell!

The expression on Crush's face was cute! XD

We walked until it closed at 6pm.. hehe :D

I feel like going there again.. KEKE!!!

Wish the exhibition could remain at the Science Centre forever. ^^

Pixar

is

really

so

AWESOME!!

So much awesomeness in one day ~ WOW! XD

Really enjoyed June 16,2010.. ALOT!!

<3

♫ Song of the Day:

Special - Beast

i want peace!!!!!!!!!

Two weeks of holidays.
Simply not enough!

so much work to do...
- 100++ sketches.
- model out my mazda rx8 car.
- character design for my characters in my Friends are Angels Without Wings story.
- do out poses using a given rig in maya..

I try to do my work in peace at home by listening to songs using my earpiece.
My mother comes and sit beside me and nag, scolding me for using earpiece....

The past holidays, i spend so much time at home, my parents scold me.
This holiday, i want to spend more time outside, i also get scolded.
I go to school to do work during holidays, they suspect me. I get scolded again.
Modelling the car is the hardest one..
One step wrong, most probably everything will be ruined...

My father finally said out what he had been wanting to say ever since i entered poly...

He told me to change course!   crazy ~
He never thinks about my feelings..
He only cares for himself.
His reason for wanting me to change:
I stay up late every night doing work, my mother wakes up in the night to get me to sleep is disturbing him..

I like this course so much..
I put in so much effort for the past 1+ year and now he's asking me to change course?!
Haiz....

My mother.
She knows that if my dad finds out I am in a R/S, i am gona be so dead..
She stills purposely speaks so loudly to me in my room, with the door wide open.
I really doesnt know what she is thinking..
Everytime i do work in my room, she comes over and look at everything i am doing, read every line i am reading or typing..
haiz..
Now she even checks on the amount of pocket money i have saved up.....

I really detest coming home this few days..
I have no choice.


How i wish i can grow up quickly and lead my own life.
How i wish i can hold back my tears more easily and not let them flow down whenever i listen to a sad song on my ipod...

sigh.
T_T

♫ Songs of the Day:
Lydia - F.I.R
需要你的愛 - F.I.R
我最愛的人 - F.I.R
天天夜夜 - F.I.R

6 of the animations done over the past 8 weeks.. hard work~
Had more animations also..
But, for our Assignment One, we had to only submit this 6 animations, compiled into one video.. :S

my 180 degree turn animation ~

my 180 degree turn animation...

Didn't expect today to be another sad day.

Feeling really scared...

Really dont know how to deal with this kind of situation......

My mother already knows about me being in a r/s.

Although she just accepts it, but i know she still doesnt allow me to be in a r/s.

She thinks i stay back in school everyday to have fun..

I explain to her, she questions me further and doesnt believe a word i say.

My father is now suspecting me...

He started scolding me ever since i got home.

Scolding me for staying back in school so late everyday..

He even suspects me for lying to him that i stay back in school when i am outside enjoying myself.

wth lah!!

Really hate it when they suspect me..

I go to school early to do work, my mother suspects that i go to school early to have fun...

Really hate it!!

Why cant they trust me?

Parents always think that whatever they do is right, but they never think about they child's feelings...

You ask

I say the truth... 

You dont believe me.

So why do you even ask in the first place?!

Every time my parents scold me, I can only cry silently in my room.

If they see me crying, they scold me more.

haiz..

Why do i cry so easily when they scold me?

I cry so easily at home but smile and laugh so much in school...

sigh~

Afraid to imagine what will happen if a war starts at home...

I dont want to think about the consequences.

I know for sure i will be the one suffering... T_T

For now, i will just use my in-ear earphones every night to block out all the noise and hope that everything will turn out to be alright.. :')

♫ Songs of the Day:

愛過 - F.I.R